London, 21.02.88
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My name is Anna, I'm 27 right now. Exactly 3 days ago I had a birthdays and guess what..?? Again the same story like always. Will explain later! I'm in relationship for exactly 7 years already( today is kind of 7th anniversary since we first met). From 3 years I'm married to this man and we have two kids.. Girl and boy. They are still little! Not going nursery yet! We are living in rented house in london. I'm not working at moment as I'm looking after the kids and he works on building site. So we are living average life day by day. But there is something which makes me feel worse about my life and worrying a lot about my kids life.. IT IS HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM.
He has been a gambler for past 7 years. Maybe not everyone know what's that's mean so will explain. Gambler is the person which like to play with his luck( money) in many different ways. Casinos, bet shops, even roulette on the phone. There is no control whatsoever! And I'm with one of those addicts. My life is mess and I fell like this blog will be a kind of soul help to get thou that time and made changes on my life. Life mess, I'm a mess, my family become mess. All that just start making me weak and weak day by day.. Don't know how to get help or if I even need a help.